The doctors told me I would never be completely cured of depression or mania, but that doesn’t make it any easier when they come….It really hurts right now.
Category: bipolar
Things not so good in my brain right now.
I just wrote a post that gave a good update regarding my life. Somehow an accidental click somewhere and it was all gone. I’ve never had that happen. Anyway, I’ll just say that I’m full of anxiety and depression. Most of it was about not being able to see my daughter because of my lack […]
Frustration
I have friends who talk about how awful their pdocs (psychiatrist) are. They claim their pdoc never listens to what they say, and won’t make any med changes even when asked. It feels, at times, they are talking about Dr. Jeckyl and Mr. Hyde. I always felt lucky. The pdoc I first worked with, Doctor Lisa, would spend a […]
It’s Been That Long? Wow!
I was just looking at the years that I made posts. (It’s located towards the bottom on the right). I was shocked to see that I haven’t really been active in my blog since 2008. I didn’t realize it had been that long. I feel honored that so many people have emailed me and asked […]
Where Do I Begin?
It’s been such a while, I have so much going on that It’s hard to decide where to start: First: My bipolar is more under control, but still not where I’d like it to be. I still have manic days and depressive days, but the pendulum doesn’t swing towards manic as much as it use too. Despite the fact […]
Another Interview
When I first started this blog, about a year ago, I interviewed myself as an introduction to my blog. Now that I’m restarting it, I figure I should do the same. So, here we go: What is your favorite color: green or blue, it depends on the lighting. When was the last time you had […]
The Only Thing That’s Constant is Change
I like “change for the sake of change”. That’s what a former employer of mine told me. It was before I was diagnosed as bipolar so I’m certain she was right. Promoting change is perceived as one of my faults or assets, depending on who you ask and what day it is. Living up to […]
Time For Some Updates
Exercise: The last time I posted my weight, I had lost some weight and had reached a plateau and was struggling to lose 2 more pounds as a mini goal. I haven’t been on a scale since then and for good reason. I haven’t taken a good healthy walk since returning from my vacation a […]
Wendel the Bipolar Sociopath
I was looking through what keywords people have used to reach my blog via Google. Mostly there were no big surprises except on three separate days some one(s) reached my blog by searching for Bipolar Sociopath. There is a difference that I’ve covered before and if you’re interested you can find it here: How Is […]
A Couple of Good Things
I’ve not been doing well on my diet lately. I’m looking to reach a mini goal of 275lbs. That would be 75% of my goal to lose 24 pounds. I haven’t been exercising lately and my eating has been too many sweets. The good news is that I’ve been stuck at 277 pounds and haven’t […]