This whole blog thing is driving me crazy. As I got well over the years I found myself writing less and less. Lately I’ve been getting hit hard by major depression and it always makes me think of my blog. The problem is that I just don’t have enough energy to actually do some writing. […]
Category: depression
OUCH
The doctors told me I would never be completely cured of depression or mania, but that doesn’t make it any easier when they come….It really hurts right now.
Another Day….
Well, I thought I was going to be able to post more today, but it looks like it’s not going to happen. I’ve had so many updates on how Bradley is these days, but I just can’t put them all into words for now. Too much going on and too depressed to express any of […]
I’m Still Here
I haven’t forgotten that it’s been about a week since I’ve made my last post. My head has been spinning out of control this past week that I can’t sit down for more than a couple of minutes. Tune in tomorrow and I expect I’ll be able to give a quick rundown. Hope my depression […]
Hypomania is Back
I’ve been down about the fact that I’m not receiving comments these days. It’s really ridiculous because I abandoned my blog for nearly two years. It took awhile to build up a base of readers at that time, and I shouldn’t consider this to be any different. My feelings get hurt too easily. It reminds […]
Depression is Back Again.
Meh, pretty much describes my day today. My pdoc and I have found a pretty good drug coctail that helps keep me in balance. You’d think that I would have learned by now is that being on the meds doesn’t mean I’ll never be depressed or manic again. The days that I seem perfectly balanced […]
Frustration
I have friends who talk about how awful their pdocs (psychiatrist) are. They claim their pdoc never listens to what they say, and won’t make any med changes even when asked. It feels, at times, they are talking about Dr. Jeckyl and Mr. Hyde. I always felt lucky. The pdoc I first worked with, Doctor Lisa, would spend a […]
Where Do I Begin?
It’s been such a while, I have so much going on that It’s hard to decide where to start: First: My bipolar is more under control, but still not where I’d like it to be. I still have manic days and depressive days, but the pendulum doesn’t swing towards manic as much as it use too. Despite the fact […]
Doctor, Doctor, Give Me the News…
Doctor #1: When I was having seizures regularly, life was so good. I only had to deal with one doctor (neurologist). The Doc I had put me through a series of tests, including an MRI. Doctor #2: Time went by and suddenly I had two doctors. Through LA county I was assigned a doctor to […]
Depression, Depression, Depression
I apologize for starting the blog back up and then left one post alone for the entire week. As many of you know, I love to blog, but it is extremely difficult when I’m having a very low depression for a couple of weeks. My goal has always been to post every day except for […]