When I first started this blog, about a year ago, I interviewed myself as an introduction to my blog. Now that I’m restarting it, I figure I should do the same. So, here we go: What is your favorite color: green or blue, it depends on the lighting. When was the last time you had […]
Category: depression
Damn Depression is Back Again
My fellow Vincent here is pretty well expressing my mood the past couple of days. It’s been hard to write and also hard to read. I miss the days where I was really manic. Those are the days where I felt I did my best writing. When I’m depressed like this I’m just too blah. […]
Time For Some Updates
Exercise: The last time I posted my weight, I had lost some weight and had reached a plateau and was struggling to lose 2 more pounds as a mini goal. I haven’t been on a scale since then and for good reason. I haven’t taken a good healthy walk since returning from my vacation a […]
A Couple of Good Things
I’ve not been doing well on my diet lately. I’m looking to reach a mini goal of 275lbs. That would be 75% of my goal to lose 24 pounds. I haven’t been exercising lately and my eating has been too many sweets. The good news is that I’ve been stuck at 277 pounds and haven’t […]
Crotchety Old Man
Frequently when depressed it’s impossible to laugh at anything. Sometimes, however, a good laugh is exactly what we need. That is why I keep a list of humorous blogs for just such an occasion. One such blog is at the top of my list for daily reads and that is “Crotchety Old Man Who Yells […]
Depression Sucks
I haven’t been posting as much as I use to. I’m sure that pleases many of you. I am Bipolar II, which typically tends to lean more towards depression and the upswings into mania are not so severe. The past couple of weeks I’ve been dealing with the depressive side. It wasn’t long ago that […]
Feeling Balanced
So Pretty, and Witty, and Gay – Part III The Conclusion
I was a young man having a hard time accepting I was gay. Due to my bipolar disorder I already acted strangely, felt outside the rest of the world and felt lonely. I didn’t feel shame, but didn’t one more thing that would make me different than everyone else. God knows, I already felt different […]
So Pretty, and Witty, and Gay – Part I
Too frequently I’m asked when I became gay. It’s kind of a silly question, unless you don’t believe people are born gay, which is pretty silly of its own. I mean, I had a hard enough time feeling different, the last thing I needed was one more thing. A better question I’m asked is “when […]
The Poopship Enterprise
I was a weird kid. I mean really weird. I mentioned once that around 14 years old that I walked around my neighborhood naked at 2 am. There seemed to be something about me that liked to take it all off. There was this book I read when I was 11 years. I don’t remember […]