It’s been such a while, I have so much going on that It’s hard to decide where to start: First: My bipolar is more under control, but still not where I’d like it to be. I still have manic days and depressive days, but the pendulum doesn’t swing towards manic as much as it use too. Despite the fact […]
Category: mood
Writer’s Block
Since I started this amazing blog 4 months ago, I have benefited the blogosphere with my incedible wit and wisdom. The past couple of weeks, however, have not been so easy. It seems I have writer’s block. Previously my pen flowed across the page like a crystal spring flowing down a mountain. Now I find […]
It’s Official….I’m Old
I’ve never been one bothered by age much. When I was 25 I was a little depressed because hearing I’m a quarter century old was a bit disheartening. I got over that and haven’t been bothered by any birthday since. Yesterday, however, that all changed. The change is worse than crows feet, stiffer joints, birthdays […]
Born To Be Alive
4 years ago when I got sober I rarely went to bars and clubs. Finally one night Maurice and I went dancing (I love to dance). During our dancing the 1979 hit came on called “Born to be Alive” by Patrick Hernandez. We danced and swayed and then I started listening to the words “born […]
Mania, Depression & Weight – Oh My!
My mania and depression are out of control. Ever take one of those small roller coaster’s that you think are going to be an easy ride, then you find it bumps and shakes and is more nerve wracking than a large one? Damn! I hate those, but that’s me these days. Nothing too high, nothing […]
How Was Bradley Part I
Some of you are having problems with my RSS feeds, some aren’t. I have no idea what the hell is going on, but I’m still working on it. Sorry about that. Yesterday I wrote that I was reminiscing about where I’ve been and where I am today in regards to my disease. I said I […]
Back On My Feet Again – Mostly
The worst of the food poisoning has passed, thank God. It still feels like there was a boxing match inside my body, but at least I don’t feel the sickness. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone…well, actually, to be honest, there’s a few I would wish it upon. Melissa from the high school, for example. […]
A Respite For The Day
I’ve been so busy this week that I have neglected myself the joy of reading the blogs of my many friends around the world. Today, I want to take some extra time and get as caught up as humanly possible between some web design work I have to do. I can only hope my millions […]
To Veg Or Not To Veg
Yesterday was a glorious day! I really mean it. Even though I had only 3 hours sleep, once again, it was wonderful. I stayed fully energetic. I can’t let the government find this out, they’ll make me go back to work. Bastards! My mood hasn’t been fully balanced in awhile, I really wonder what was […]
Three Is A Magic Number
I don’t know if Schoolhouse Rock played anywhere else around the world, but those here in the U.S. will likely enjoy a little nostalgia. Three may be the magic number but it’s going to be the death of me. No matter what time I go to bed – nine, ten, eleven or twelve – I […]